It's odd that I struggle with this friend.
I have walked away from friends and family that are toxic before and completely removed them from my life without a second thought.
Why I hesitate to do it with this person I don't understand but I think I'm going to do it very soon.
@Wetrix There is one person to whom I have this same feeling toward. I have felt pretty darn close to being able to let go after a few particular pushes. It just takes a bigger push with these special people. You will never be able to predict when this rare push will finally come. And they might subconsciously have the power to see when they have pushed enough to hold back from pushing too far, keeping you in. I wouldn't say its evil power, but it can be a sneaky type of manipulation. ¯\_ (ツ)_/¯
