I am thinking about discontinuing some services that Linux.Pizza is running,

Right now, it is starting to be like a black hole that sucks time, energy and money

I really like it, but it has become tedious combining it with a full time job and family.
I almost crashed due to stress last month, and I do not want to feel that again,

Still wants to keep mastodon, the mirror and DNS thou. Those are useful for real,

It started out as fun, but became serious - and I am unable to take stuff "half serious" and always makes an all-in. And I can only do a couple of "all-in" stuff at once.

The biggest headache is the matrix-server. It has like 3k users and it is a massive pile of crap right now. I just wish that everyone left it :P

I do not want to be solely responsible for people communication - that's a massive pile of responsibility that I just do not want anymore. If I could recreate it with a team of likeminded people in the not-so-far-future it would be ideal for everyone.

Well, I really realized it today when I was out in the forest with my family - and suddenly got an alarm that one server was down. The stress immediately came and I started to investigate it via my phone.
I could not even pick mushrooms with my kids without being disturbed.

So I am doing this because of them. I do not want to be present physically but in my mind far away anymore.