gwent @gwent@social.privacytools.io

@InternetRooky I'll tell you the spiral that gives me dread. I follow the thread through my mind arriving at the conclusion that this existence isn't a logical possibility and end up too far inside, fearing that this is a hallucination or dream or coma fantasy. My whole life doesn't exist and I'm trapped in my own head.

Maybe I should have started by sharing that I'm prone to anxiety and panic attacks

@InternetRooky So if the chance of existence is 1 in infinity, it's almost certain to occur given infinite chances to do so. And we're here on the other side viewing the results of an infinitesimally small chance of existence, wondering how it could have happened. I like that, but it still doesn't satisfy my desire to know why it could ever happen in the first place.

@InternetRooky To me, a complete layman, it seems beyond probability that nothing would exist as opposed to any existence whatsoever. So.. what happened and why?

@InternetRooky I often wonder the same thing. The implications terrify me and sometimes send me into a panic attack.