@thedeltaflyer huh. I don't want to comment because it's your mom and it's not my place but it sounds like she took her pleasure in your suffering.

I look at her the same way I look at my brother. I'm only related by blood to him because I had no say in the matter. Other then having the biological misfortune of being related to him I owe him nothing.

You deserved an entirely different mother than what you had.