This is going to sound crazy but why can't I just enjoy minecraft??

My mind always jumps straight to the conclusion of why bother? Why build stuff? No one is going to see it, it's pointless and doesn't do anything.

I WANT to enjoy minecraft but the survival part is a joke to me as well. Again, what's the point? And I love exploring but in minecraft no matter how far you go it's the same stuff, so there's nothing to discover.

Anyone got any thoughts on this?
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