Just had a stressful time with mom. She has degenerative back disease and going blind.

She fell again and we had to get her up.

I'm terrified one day I'm going to wake up and find her not alive anymore.

I check on her every night after she falls asleep to make sure she's OK and still breathing. Silly I know but my dad died in his sleep so I can't help it.

I guess writing this helps me.